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Run.


Jasmine wants




Plead

talk to monster and monster won't eat you.




Victims


upcoming! fun schedule equivalent :)

x Love Matters (Sunday) it's a terrible movie. =(
x The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (TBA)
x Cycling (TBA) --> I miss cycling =(
x Current Affairs Workshop (10,11,12 March)
x Thieves Market OH SO FUN! =D OWL BAG! <333
x 12 Rounds <-- hmm, boring movie? zzzzz *retches at mention of popcorn*
x Visit Objectif <-- LOMO Embassy; lomos are expensive. =(
x ARTFRIEND WAS FUN; haahs, if you consider trying not to fold a piece of turquoise tracing paper and bring it home in one piece fun.
x Knowing (Saturday)
x chalet! (13-16 April) <3333333
x X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE FOUND :D

Dramas
x Witch Yoo Hee
x ToGetHer (ai jiu zhai yi qi)
x Boys over Flowers
x Grey's Anatomy S5 WAITING S6!!
x House S5 SEASON 6 HURRY OUT!
x Gokugen 1, 2, 3

Movies
x Coraline
x Knowing
x Potter
x X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE

Sewing Machine
x fabrics purchase GOT THEM! =D
x attempts to create: jewellery tools case, purses, passport cover, lappy cozy
x BOOK COVER! COMPLETE!

Photography
x amateur photography --> kinda suck at this huh? (well, ongoing)

OHLIQ
x finish selling those ragged pieces of clothes! (can I give up already? :S)

Jasmine/A Tinge of Aquamarine
x jewellery tuning
x photography
x conceptualise
x photoshop

Cooking
x attempt to arrange/attend cooking lessons once a week with my mother CLOSE to giving up on this. :P

Fleas
x visit the theives' market at sugei road (since I FINALLY found out how to get there :) (wed) <3333333333

Fitness
x once-twice weekly jogging :) hey, relieves stress and increases metabolism! very very good. =) (or others like tennis and cycling)--> these no time. =(
x GOAL: to lose weight to below **kg :D
x dance class
x GOLF! lol.
x kayaking!

CCA stuff
x NYAA Chapter
x SPIN@TRM - NATAS

WISH LIST
x Disderi 3 Lens Camera =) --> Spreeing it! :D
x headphones? Those vintage kind! Plus won't mess my hair! (note* my head is pretty big, pls make necessary allowances. :P) --> anyone want to bring me to Jaben/Stereo?
x Jewellery Case/Box for bringing to Taipei. =)
x Maybe you can get me stuffs for my OIAP. hahas, just please, don't give me a ricecooker. -_-
x New Glasses
x Contact Lens
x Nude Heels and Gladiator Sandals!--> waiting waiting waiting!!
x Casual Blazer!--> bought! but the seller superrr slow. :(
x Robot Necklace & whale earrings!--> think I may forgo these two, whale earrings not so nice, may switch to birdie instead! Robot mahs, idk...
x Polar Bear Wire Wrap!
x Two new bags I kan shang online. Should be getting it. Except dno when she ordering also... O_O
x External Harddisk :x

leave now and monster won't eat you.



Obituaries

Elle.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
I have issues.
And I don't need you to tell me what you think they are.
And all the more I don't need any more shit.
just, go away -- I bite.
you're just SO HARD TO PLEASE.
So what else do I have to do for you my queen?
why the hell am I trying?
why can't we achieve the level of candidness other people share?
This is all so unhealthy.
*disgust*

If you hate me, tell me, I'll be upset, but I'd prefer it.

why must life be so dramatic with you?

you just can't tell me one thing and get away with it. No you can't. I rly doubt sometimes, wth this is all about, I rly don't think this is what bff-ing is all about. I'm upset, but what's the point of running from the issue, I've ran too many times? I guess it was all a big mistake...I knew it was, but I let it be, this is called watching your prophecy unfold, guess I was all too scared to lose this friendship, but right now? This is not a friendship I think I'd like to treasure.

I guess they are right, those who "love" more, are always on the losing end...at least that is what I perceive, MY OPINION, IT'S ALL ABOUT ME ME ME ME ME. DON'T BOTHER YOURSELF IF YOU AIN'T FREE. THEN YOU MIGHT AS WELL NOT BOTHER AT ALL. I'M A SELF-CENTERED BITCH ALRIGHT? STOP CRITICISING FROM THE SIDELINES, LISTEN TO YOURSELF TALK, THIS IS YOURS TOO, IT'S ALL TOO EASY TO SPEAK WITHOUT ANY WEIGHT.

tell me it was a facade so I can move on with my life.
why has our friendship turned to this? why am I threatening to leave? if it was a misunderstanding or a mistake from the start, it shld be explained, or maybe it should be undone.you're always like that, if it's your fault, you make no attempt to apologise, you just keep quiet and hope it all gets blown away. well let me tell you it only gets buried with all the other bones in the closet and one day everything will come falling out.yes an apology really means that much.if I could just not care, hmm, I don't think I would even bother typing this out now wouldn't I? I wouldn't even bother nope not at all. :)
I've been staring at this for the past hour, thinking if I should post it. Perhaps, it's tit for tat. Perhaps not. It's a bigger issue underneath definitely, and if you wonder why it sometimes happens with your other loved ones as well, maybe it's all because it's you. I'm sorry.